Thursday, September 18, 2008

My mind is a raging torrent, flooded with rivulets of thought cascading into a waterfall of creative alternatives.

Ahhhhhh! Not working and not knowing what's on the horizon is so damn annoying when you're broke! Bills mostly paid but not all of 'em. Money owed but no idea when it's coming in but damn sure know where it's going when it gets here. Goddammit, I'm sick of being broke. I think the other problem is that I'm getting tired of being a camera assistant. I like the job but it's getting boring and, more importantly, I'm getting tired of being taken for granted by producers, production, directors, and some directors of photography. I'm off busting my ass and when I do well no one notices, I fuck something up and that's all you here about. Dull. Insulting. Boring. Worse still, most of the people you work for in Hollywood are complete dullards without an original thought in their heads. They're in charge and they're stupid and you just have to let them take themselves seriously and potentially ruin your life. Good times. That said, the process of packing is going fairly well and  I'll probably be out of here by the middle of next week. Of course it's going to be a pain in the ass as the landlord is getting all militant about the thirty days notice. I told him to shove it as this overpriced place is in the middle of a fucking shit hole neighborhood. We'll see what happens.

Peace out, bitches!


savannah said...

good times is right! good luck, cap'n!

captain chaos said...

I'm seized with the desire to get the hell outta dodge but I guess that won't work. Sigh. Forced to confront reality once again.

savannah said...

we've already established you can go home again but i ain't walkin ghost! ;)

Momentary Madness said...

I often wonder is it even more boring when you're dead. Think about it praising god for eternity.
Amazing fucking grace how are you, you might just be better off "Being There" where you are and where you're going.

I hate money, it has got to be one of the most the most insidious powers of control.
I think the inability to give money its proper place thus far in human society either sums up our intelligence which would be none at all, or (((to think we let a market - which nobody knows really how it fully works - certifies us insane.

The poor will always be with us. God must have been a Republican from Texas?

captain chaos said...

Hi MoMo! Nice to hear from you again. PS- God is an anarchist, just look at the platypus for proof.